Of arts and critics, all this stuff, etc.

 Hi, I'm writing again! XD Well, 2013 was a year full of news and happenings, so I don't even know how to start this journal. This year I went to the college, I'm studying medicine. It was pretty much complicated, everything changed but I guess I became stronger than ever! Well, drawing is my hobby and I will continue on it, It's my way to be relieved from the amount of daily stress *I am not going to say my life is shitty but sometimes it seems a bit of pressure ruins the day for me and we just can't keep this pressure in our little hearts forever* 

Now I'm reaching the point. Everyone. Well, as I said the paragraph ago, Drawing is my hobby and it is intended to be my source of fun. I recognize my works are not that great and sometimes it only reflects slightly my original ideas that are much better in my mind. But I resolved that's not better in any way to take pressure for any kind of criticism or even the most simply rude form of bullying that may come through my way. Then, I don't get why some people here on DA take only the negative comments  into account or compare themselves with a talented  - including the trained and professional kind here - artist to feed their inferiority complex. If your art is not your source of fun anymore you just need to relax or even take a pause on uploading things to start again. Of course, trying to improve is a welcoming effort, but you can reach your objectives well with a more relaxed mood and disconnected from the fear of mistakes. 

I do not lie - we all have fears of not succeeding well in our tasks-  the problem appears when we become obsessed with it following an imaginary idea of perfection. Well, some of my old drawings are still here, even though I don't have the same feelings for them anymore. I see them all as a part of my learning evolution, so there's no point in deleting them for me. Well,  I was thinking about requesting critics into some part of my gallery, but still it  seems kind like of an uncomfortable thought for me. I want to know what you think about it  in the comments. 

Ah, I haven't upload anything this year and I wish to do it soon. But I'm lacking of ideas and getting too lazy to start, then I had no prediction of a new drawing joining my gallery this month. May it be...